Maybe you noticed or maybe not that I’ve changed
my label from Starving Writer to Satisfied StoryTeller. At around 200 lbs. I’ve
never actually starved for my art. Almost, there was a time I was forced onto a
Ramen Noodle diet due to my budget. Though, I ate everyday even when life was suckage and
the only roof over my head was that of my truck, Dante 2.
So why would I consider myself Starving at a time
in my life I wasn’t starving for food? Well, I was starved for something else.
Inspiration, motivation, love, Goddess. I was cut off from the bounty that is the Divine
Design in my life. I was unsure of my every step. Failing at the highest level
for what I thought was how my life should work. I was suffering from depression
and an inability to see how much better my life could be if I, the Sleeping Beauty
of my life could just wake up.
Recently, I fully woke up. I’ve done so every
once and a while over the years, but today I can say I’m completely awake, finally. I’m Satisfied
with my life. I’m satisfied with the person I am today. I know what I want to
do for a living, writing full-time, and how to accomplish that goal. I have a
roof over my head and food in my fridge.
I’m happy, content. I have goals and I’m working
toward them. I have everything I need and more than I could possibly want. So
the time to change my title has come. I’m no longer starving, I am Satisfied.
So if you see the ‘starving writer’ label somewhere connected to me, let me
know. Thanks my loyal 8 followers. Much appreciated.
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